The first is... yes, I should be studying! I am in the middle of my Certificate 4 in Fitness Practical weekend, and that is a post in itself.
The next is, all great ideas take time. My cogs are constantly turning at the moment. Thinking, Growing, Developing. In fact, the excitement is busting out of me so badly right now, it is taking everything I have to take it back a notch, and not be a bull at a gate.
So often, I see people so excited about what they are thinking, what they are planning, what they hope to achieve - their dreams, their passion, their light at the end of the tunnel when things are taking a turn for the worse.
This blog, for me, is just that. My light at the end of the tunnel.
My journey to this light has taken turns, it's taken tumbles.
So the third reason why I haven't shared yet - FEAR! Yes, I will delve deeper into that. But think of it, I have had failed attempts of finding me... we all have, I am sure (or at least I hope so!).
Gosh, I hope this is it. I really hope this is me. It feels like me... but is it?
Nobody knows about this blog yet - unless you have stumbled upon it. Or unless - I hope you are reading from the future, when I have overcome fear and obstacles that only I, myself have put in my way.
And I look forward to the day that you truly see... that I truly see, why I am here. Why this page exists.
But all in all.... it has been a work in progression, there has been a journey, to get to even this point. The point where you dip your toe in the water - is it cold? Is it warm? Possibly hot? You have no idea until you try... and realise, that the biggest ideas all started at the beginning of a dark tunnel.
This video was part of my course, and I watched it tonight, while distracted... Lightbulb moment! I love distracted lightbulb moments!!
Have you ever had a distracted lightbulb moment? A small hunch? Has it become a big hunch?